I like to think of myself as a doer.  A dreamer too sometimes, but in the end I am ready for that call to action, ready to make things happen.  And, so when we jumped into the new business Blind Spot Nut Butters, I can’t say I wasn’t excited because I was.  Something new to dream about, think about and to do.  A few months later?  I still love it but I sometimes feel like that’s all I dream about, think about and do.  It has been exciting seeing the changes, being part of something that can grow to whatever we want it to grow to.  I’ve spent the last 13 years of my life building a business that, at the end of the day, still is exactly the same as it was when I started, because it’s still me and six children and that’s all it can be.  It has been a wonderful journey and I will never want to forget the memories I cherish, but there’s always been that “thing” I”m looking for.  And I still don’t know that my child care journey is over because there is still more growth needed for the nut butters but it is a possibility and that is exciting to me.  The possibilities are endless.  How wonderful is it to say that and mean it!  I would trade those possibilities in a heartbeat for my husband to have his sight back but this is our reality and this is the new journey.

But in the meantime, there’s lots of planning, trial and error and good things that need to happen.  And we’re trying to balance all of that with keeping the child care business going in the right direction and never becoming a second in our lives either.  Not an easy balance.  And then there’s Homemade Served Here…I am a neglectful blogger! 

One plus is all the yummy flavors and scents in our lives from trial and error from the nut butters.  One of those is today’s breakfast – Oatmeal Jammy Bit muffins.  I found the jammy bites on King Arthur’s website and decided to try and make a pb&j nut butter with them.  It wasn’t successful.  But these muffins are! 

The kids loved them, and I love that they aren’t overly sweet muffins but have a nice texture because of the oatmeal. 

I hope you all have a wonderful Thursday!

Sheri

I will start off by saying I am not good at shameless self-promotion.  I am getting there because I know I will need to be, but still, it’s tough for me.  But I also wanted to share what’s been happening in my life.  I (along with the hubby) have launched a new business.  I’ve mentioned Blind Spot Nut Butters on the facebook page, but really haven’t explained what it is and what it means to my family. 

Finding out that the hubby’s condition was going to continue to worsen with no hopes of regaining any sight that he’s lost was a sobering day.  I think somewhere within us, we had hoped that someone was wrong, something could be done and that this was all a big mistake.  Well, a year later, we know it’s not a mistake, this is our new reality.  He’s been home from work now since July and it became pretty apparent that we’d need something else.  My daycare is great but it just can’t replace the income lost when he went on disability and he needed something else to work on and think about.  Since we love peanut butter in all forms…this is well documented…that’s the direction we headed in.  We thought and thought and thought and after a lot of discussion, Blind Spot Nut Butters was born.  We started testing out recipes on ourselves, our family, the daycare, our friends and anyone who would eat them.  And they liked them.  We liked them.  Hurray!  Now what?

Then, the flood of paperwork started…paperwork to the state setting up our business, setting up a home kitchen, getting a use certificate from our township…it seemed like all I was doing was filling out forms and writing checks!  But then, as of this Monday, we are officially a business with the ability to make nut butters.  It was so exciting!  We went out to dinner to celebrate and then celebrated more by buying supplies.  Buying supplies seems to be a never ending process already. 

We have designated a portion of our profits, not sure of the actual percentage yet, to be sent to Foundation Fighting Blindness.  When we were lost, trying to find a doctor who really understood Stargardt’s disease, they were the one place who talked to us, talked about all of the intricacies of his condition and pointed us in the right direction.  The fact that they help to fund the doctor’s research that he sees now means everything to me because it means that someone else might benefit from his experiences and our trials.  He’s lucky that he’s had his eyesight most of his life – so many children affected by this don’t have that privilege.  We want to do something to help them too. 

In addition to all of that, we’re learning to navigate through the craziness of food wholesalers!  So many choices and avenues to go down that it can make your head spin.  We are committed to quality ingredients, organic if possible, but are also committed to US based foods, as local to us as possible.  What a crazy position to be in sometimes!  So, I try and seek out ingredient suppliers who I feel as good about as I feel about our product.  I hope that commitment to our mission shows through, whether an organic sticker is on the package or not.  Always know that I am working hard at it!!!

So, here’s hoping that Blind Spot Nut Butters will be a roaring success!  I’m so proud to be sharing my thoughts and our story with all of you.  Homemade Served Here has taken on a whole new meaning!!!

Why doesn’t life have those type of warning signs?  I mean, one day you’re driving along and things seem smooth and peaceful when out of nowhere you’re careening around a sharp curve you were pretty unprepared for encountering.  There should be signs.  Or at least a speedbump or two.  But that’s not how life works, I guess.  My husband and I have went careening around a curve or two before in our almost two decades of togetherness and this may be the sharpest one we’ve encountered yet.  The difference this time?  I’m driving.  Haha!  Well, that was a little humor, but truthful at the same time.  I am now the driver.  And we are experiencing the most togetherness in all of our time together and despite all the warnings…we’re loving it.  Really.  I love every minute I get to spend with him.  

So for all of you keeping track out there…here’s my 2013:

1. Daughter gets married in a wedding that I get to plan in two months?  Check.

2. First grandchild on the way?  Check.

3. Son going off to college? Check.

4. Two of “my” babies in daycare heading off to kindergarten?  Check.

5. Hubby being home full time as we try to deal with reduced income and not reduced bills? Check.  

6. Vacation postponed because of several of the above?  Check.  Grr.  

I think that might be enough change for one year.  Don’t you?  But, no, we’re throwing another one onto the list…

7. Start a new business?  Check.   

Yep.  It is official.  We are starting a new business venture.  Blind Spot Nut Butters.  The hubby and I are both peanut butter addicts.  I mean, I would exist (and have) on the stuff and it just seemed like it made sense.  It is giving him a focus and I am fully on board.   I’m the flavor developer, he’s the dreamer and the muscle behind the grinder.  It’s a good mix.  We make good partners. 

Our first tasting is this weekend and I’m nervous!  I can’t wait to share our vision and flavors but there’s that little doubt that sticks around no matter what.  I can’t wait to share more with you as things progress. 

Either way, our seatbelts are fastened and we’re ready for this sharp curve ahead…but secretly I’m hoping for some smooth roads!   I mean, I feel like I am at a good place.  I’m happy and relying on God to show us our path and guide us.  It doesn’t mean that I”m always calm and at ease…I certainly have my pity party moments but I’m mostly there.  Life is good despite the hubby’s disability and whatever else we have down the road.  I am trusting the plan that God is putting in place in our lives.  But still, couldn’t there be a sign or two warning us about the next curve?  Is that too much to ask? 

Sheri